I know that I should be connecting with other *autism* mums out there...
I know that the support received from parents who *get it* would help me tremendously...
I just haven't been available...
I am just tired, so tired of living with autism....
Is this it?
Is this my life?
Is this my future?
I read blogs written by autistic adults. They make me feel bad. They say I must accept my child as he is.
I do accept him. I do love him with all of my being.
But life is hard.
Its not what I thought my life would be....
I am tired, so tired...
I need to go looking for more mums, more support and more understanding...
Are you out there?
